But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.


No one else knows.

This is probably the last day I'll be going online, because I can't take my laptop with me ):

I asked for a DSLR from Atok, he gave me 300 pounds instead. There goes my dreams of London photography I always wanted. D:

So now, I can only use the retarded semi-pro. ): ): ):

I would've asked him to go buy it now, but I don't even know if I can bring it there. My clothes are too heavy -.-'

Grr. I'm bored. I haven't started packing yet. :\

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


You wore a dark grey T-shirt.


Now to pray that the bookshop will be empty and my wish would come true. Pleasepleaseplease.

I can relax. For 10 minutes. I still need to get there early. I have a very hectic life. Can I skip tuition again today please? I didn't think so. Sigh.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


Time slows down whenever you're around.

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there

I felt quite emo today. Which only now I realised. So does it count? Anyway. I felt sort of mad at someone. You know, you're just a typical spoilt brat. So, just STOP. Okay? I'm sick of it.

I'm not going to rant about them. No, I shall not.

A dozen people are coming to my house to learn how to dance. That's very weird. But I'm doing it for the sake of Fy.

Oh, SMKDU has it's on personal Form 2 zoo.

Afy ; Monkey
Chris ; Bunny
Puteri ; Swan
Amirah ; Anak kuda alim/botak, TEEHEE.
Anis ; Jaguar O:
Shash ; Grizzly bear.
Sem ; Giraffe. D'uh. Who can't figure that out?
Shihou ; Alvin :)
Bowen ; Goldfish ._. but it's not official. LOL. Sorry :)
James ; Girl. It's sort of an insult, but then again we can't think of his inner animal.
Aswad ; Cullen, personal vampire :)
Alya ; Mouse. Again - who can't figure that out?
& me? ; Panda. Grrawr.

Yes. We have a pet zoo. But I'm the coolest ;)

I've been reading The Farmer Needs A Wife for weeks now. I'm reading 11 books. OHMYGOD. I need to finish one -.-' I've forgotten how it feels when you finish a book. I think I would sing Hallelujah at this rate :\

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


Shawty all up in the club.


Alya is surprised.
Well. I'm sort of hibernating from the laptop.

For next week, comfirmed.


So. Farewell, for now, people (:

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


The pretty lights.

Weiwen can never EVER marry a British. She can't pronounce their surnames. Oh well. More for me >D

Supernatural is hotness. And Weiwen gave me the link for Miami Season 8. OH LOVE :D

On second thought, Merlin has more hot points. I'mma switching :D

If My Heart Was A House - Owl City. Love :)

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

Good time starts to pass.

Guess what? I spammed Mae today (:

Do click to enlarge.

It's fun. But I shall spam her some more (:

I'm not satisfied. You know I love you :D

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

For the first time.

I'm listening to this;

Yes, you can't actually understand a word. It doesn't sound like there's even an English word in it.

Even though I feel like puking at the sound of this (I've listened to it a little over too much), but I don't have the mood for anything else. This is very fascinating.

Told you I was insane.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

I'm running out of ways.

I'm becoming insane.

It only takes so little to make me feel better. Is that too much to ask?

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

Were all misunderstood.

If I had the money, I'd offer Alya a handphone. With a sim card. I can't seem to get in touch with her whatsoever. WHATSOEVER. I don't think we can finish the project by this week then. I don't know what to do.

My mom laaa. She bought tickets for a 6.15 movie on Wednesday. WHEN IN GOD'S NAME DID I SAY I WAS FREE ON WEDNESDAY?!?! So I had to reschedule. Puan Jun said she wanted tuiton on Tuesday. So I thought ask Sem and Alya to come on Weds, then maybe go home early. Then Puan Jun said Wednesday morning. LAST NIGHT. So, I couldn't get Alya nor Sem. Now what? Then probably my mom felt bad, she rescheduled the tuition for Friday. It doesn't help WHATSOEVER and you just took up my free day.

Save me.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


It's so outrageous.

I'm having extreme mood swings. And I'm so mad and emo. Why? Because I have no time to hibernate. Look;

Saturday, I have tuition.
Sunday, my relative came.
Monday, I have to go to my relative's house, to eat. She insisted.
Tuesday, my dad wants to go shopping. Not that I object, but I'd like a MP4 and a memory card instead.
Wednesday, people are suppose to come to do the project, but I have a feeling it ain't going nowhere. Plus they have to go home early 'cause I have a movie at 6, which means they have to go home at 4 and it has to start at 9 or so. If you're reading this, my mom chose the time. Not me.
Thursday, suppose to go out with Adam and Marsya. It's not yet confirmed, but I don't think it's cancelled either.
Friday, if Zhen's back, it might be the only day we're both free and at home.
Saturday, FREE DAY. Which I think my dad wants to ruin if he's home.
Sunday, Zhen's suppose to come to my house. To bake cookies :D

WHAT HAPPENED TO HIBERNATING?! Plus no one was nice enough to tell me my homework. Sem, she's too busy HIBERNATING. Lucky ass. Alya, she ASKED me -.-' I seriously had no comment. Zhen, Vonee, Chris, Sooling, Shihou are probably still in their respective hometowns. I don't want to bother them. Aswad won't know. For sure. Afy's in Kelantan. I don't want to bother her either. I should've come to school. I SHOULD'VE. I hate myself.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


If you can do it too.

I'm turning into a blogger junkie. And this has to happen NOW. When blogger is becoming boring and not 'cool'. When it was, I wasn't a junkie.

Sorry. I just miss my necklace.

I'm waiting for the world to change. ♥

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

I see you with your friends.

Happy Valentines and CNY.
Though not many people are actually happy.

Should I?
Then that's just something that makes me more attracted to you.

I miss my beloved necklace.
Where in the world are you?

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

Boy, I want a battle.

I ransacked my whole room looking for it. I NEED IT FOR MARCH. 'Cause it only matches my dress, and I'm suppose to wear it to some occasion.


Please show up. I beg you. You're my favourite necklace ):

Don't ask. Yes, it's my favourite. And I'm sure you're wondering why it's not kept in the first place. Well, once upon a time in was in a small red dainty bag. Next thing you know, BAM. It's not there. WHY ISN'T IT THERE?

I don't want to think this.... but did someone steal it? O:
Unfortunately, if that DID happen (which I really really really hope not :\ ARGH. I'm so depressed I'm thinking super negatively. I'm blaming my friends of crime. OHMYGOSH D;: ), only some people have been in my room ):



Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


We were so the same.

Reasons to be happy today ;
  1. I have the rest of the day to do anything I want.
  2. Tomorrow is a Sunday, and I have nothing to do. I can start hibernating tomorrow, along with my mother.
  3. Afy gave me a song suggestion for the dance. Since I had nothing to do, I listened to that song over and over again. Now it's on repeat and I have no choice but to choose that song now.
  4. I have no reason to be emo. YET.
  5. I made progress in Rules Of Gentility. It's such a Jane Austen-ish book. Inigo Linsley sounds hot.
  6. I can solve the Rubik's cube without any reference from anywhere.
  7. Puan Jun promised to help me with Encik Azwie's homework, relieving me.

Reasons to not be happy today ;
  1. Puan Jun wants to have tuition on Tuesday.
  2. Mama's not home yet. She promised to be home by 6:15 to feed me.
  3. My books are getting boring. OH NO!
  4. I have homework.
  5. I have 3 projects to do.
  6. I have hiccups.
  7. I'm hungry.
I need more reasons to be happy. Starting with food.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

Just the way you are.

Puan Junaidah says my essay writing is the same level as a 12 year old. Apparently, I haven't moved on in the past one year. I need help.

My facebook is dead. And so is my msn. I need a life. I'd text someone, but I'm learning to save credit. I shall over-credit Melanie since she has 60 bucks already. Eveil person.

I. Am. Bored. No one is online. Everyone's going back to their hometowns and I'm alone in the house. Even if I text someone, I'd be disturbing them. Unless they text me first. I doubt it. I doubt you'd text me either. I don't mind. Honestly, I don't. I think.

If I'm so bored, I shall read my storybooks. But Puan Junaidah will sue me if she finds out. Because I have the vocabulary of a 12 year old, she wants me to read the newspapers and the Dewan Bahasa magazines. Of which I don't think I have the patience to understand. I'll end up reading Darren Shan or Rules Of Gentility anyway.

I want the 3rd book in the Darren Shan trilogy. As in, the 7th to 9th book compiled to one book. I can't believe Darren Shan is capable of writing 12 books in one series, about one boy's life. I guess there might be more, but this is the most I've come across. Yes, it is somewhat fascinating to me.

I have a feeling you'll get a BM post sooner or later. Since I don't think there's any other better place to practise than here. My dear non-existent readers; you don't mind do you? Fine then. I shall post one up when I'm feeling more Melayu-d.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

Everytime you kiss me.

I'm bored. Nayli says I'm a "penagih blog". I guess I am.

I can officially solve the Rubik's cube now. I did it three times. WOOOOO! But the failed black one hates me. I couldn't do it with that one. But the white one loves meee! :)

I love Alain Clark. He's so cute. In his Father and Friend video. I believe I've posted the video up last year. You can go hunt for it >D My mom changed the channel to hitz. And so happens the same song is on the TV and my WLP.

I shall TRY not to be a penagih blog. Aswad's already a penagih desoldering tool. One penagih is enough in the class :)

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


You can't come down.

I regret not going to school now. Afy's no help. In fact, she's rubbing it in my face. Yeah. So much for friend, you retarded girl -.-' :D

I tried calling Zhen to wish her CNY, but no one picked up. I guess she went to her grandparents house already. ARGH. I'm so emo. I'm having mood swings. I neeeeeeeeed Guitar Hero. Can someone PLEASE be nicer than my family and get me one before I have a permanent personality disorder.

Can someone (also) be nice to me? ):

Oh darling, I wish you were here.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

When love comes around.



Yes. It's nerdy and stuff. But it's still coolio. Now, if I can only solve it faster...

As you can see, I destroyed the other one. It failed me ):

Oh. Finally! Now I have to remember how to actually do it. AND I SHALL TAKE OVER THE WORLD! Or rather, my household ;D

But I can never challenge this dude ;

Adam Azman.
See lah.
Twist the thing also damn pro.

Suddenly I talk to him alot. This happened when I reunited him with Azwin, Marsya, Haiqal, Nadira, Kak Win and probably Zarol soon. This isn't a bad thing, not at all :)

And I convinced my mom I'm not going to school. Fyfy promised to call me for homework, which I hope there isn't much. Or none at all. Sem called me a lucky ass. Alya's gonna get a new frightening book to read from Puan Shah, of which I think I'm too scared to read it. I have nightmares - who doesn't? Zhen claims to be okay if I don't come. I feel bad about that though. I abandoned her. 

But I've been dying to try out my new Skin Foooood. It's BLACK.

It looks so pretty :) Much better than the Silky Girl Adlina gave me. That one was no use ;p

I'mma miracle worker. Wooooo! :D

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

It's just another day without you.

I love The All-American Rejects. No, I've heard of them a long time ago, and I've probably mentioned it. But suddenly I'm addicted to long-ago songs from my phone. Like I Wanna, All Star, The Way I Are, Knock You Down, Contagious and Body Language.

I seriously need to know who's going to school. I feel too lazy to go. But I'll most probably be going. I DON'T WANT TO. Argh. But Zhen, Afy & Alya will be maaaaaddddd at me if I fail them. I shall not let that happen. SEE, I do value our friendship :D

I'm going to bathe now. Gosh, so lazy to go to schoooool. It's so near to the holidays, yet so far ): Hi, Agama.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

Always kept you laughin'.

What did I say? It's not even the holidays yet and I'm blogging like crap at one in the morning on a Thursday night of which I'm going to school tomorrow and I know I can't wake up at the right time tomorrow. I've also bought a new bottle of black nail polish for the holidays. I'm ready.

I'm going to Zhen's house :) I shall be wearing red! Since I hardly wear the red polish, and my red shirt. And I just wear it for fun :D And she'll probably be coming to my house to help me bake COOKIES! Or cupcakes. Or brownies. Or whatever we're rajin enough to do from my Chocolate book. I'm dying to try something out. Was suppose to do so in December, but we both forgot about it. But no worries. It shall happen this week! :D

I just hope they won't get burnt ._.

Anyway. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. But I want to. Depends on who's going. Afy said she's going. Alya promised not to ditch me, I take her word. Soo's coming. Zhen's forced to. Aswad didn't reply my text -.-' Chris, I think so. Sem, I'm not sure when she starts hibernating. Adris, I don't know o_o Oh. I should give him 10 cents for upah refilling my bottle this evening. THANKYOU :D

Soo asked me to go to sleep. Says she has important stuff to do. At one in the morning. Yeah, I believe her. I want to sleep. But I'm too lazy to. I need to brush my teeth. Change to my pajamas (I can't exactly sleep in my utmost beloved brand-ner Paddington T-shirt can I?). X everything. Shut down. Clean the bed. Clear my head. Get to sleep. And make sure I don't get depressing/hopeful dreams.

I'm just a giant lazy blurcase sleepy panda.
Afy's my blurcase monkey, and Shihou's our oh-so-adorable Alvin :)

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

It started out as a feeling.

I feel sad and lonely whenever I listen to Vanilla Twilight. Yes, it's one of the best songs I've ever heard. But I feel down. Hmm. I don't think anyone can help now. Except you. Honestly. But I don't want to.

I'm just so confused. Have people forgotten how to be nice? ):

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

I dress up like I'm four.

When you're around I don't know what to do
I do not think that I can wait
To go over and to talk to you
I do not know what I should say

And I walk out in silence
That's when i start to realize
What you bring to my life
Damn this guy can make me cry

It's so contagious
I cannot get it out of my mind
It's so outrageous
You make me feel so high

All the time

They all say that you're no good for me
But I'm too close to turn around
I'll show them they don't know anything
I think I've got you figured out

So I walk out in silence
That's when i start to realize
What you bring to my life
Damn this guy can make me smile

It's so contagious
I cannot get it out of my mind
It's so outrageous
You make me feel so high

All the time

I'll give you everything
I'll treat you right
If you just give me a chance
I can prove I'm right

It's so contagious
I cannot get it out of my mind
It's so outrageous
You make me feel so high

It's so contagious
I cannot get it out of my mind
It's so outrageous
You make me feel so high

All the time

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


You're better than the best.

I need a life.

You know, I hope the world doesn't change so fast. Because ;

1) I love my class. It's just missing 1 or 2 people, and it's the PERFECT class :D
2) I don't want to change classes -.-'
3) Pagi session. PUH-LEASE. D:
4) I want to be fourteen forever :)
5) This only happens in Neverland. And it gives me a reason to move there :D

Now. I shall finish trying to solve the rubik's cube. I'M UP TO THE LAST LAYERRRRR (: I still hate you, Adam. :]

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


I gotta hold on you tonight.

We did mini-welding today in KH. Aswad became a drug addict with the desoldering tool, and berpemateri-ing is AWESOME ;D Can't wait to do it. But I keep on shivering when I do it though. :\

Afy and I have figured out some of the dance moves. And I've found a partner. I think. I hope he doesn't bail though. Encik Azwie made us do a laporan in 35 minutes. And I think most people are safely at home now. I HOPE.

I finished mine. But I was 12 words short. I ended up with 185 words. Alya got 306 the first time. OHMYGOD. You are so gonna do my karangans for me.

Argh. I'm so lazy. Have to wake up early tomorrow. There goes my sleep ):

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

I need you here.

You know what day it is? It's Tuesday. Also the ninth day of the second month. Get it now? Fine. I'll tell you.

It's my darling Shasmeeta's birthdaaayyyy! :D
Happy fourteenth girll.

I remember I used to change seats with Shaqeer and sit next to you and Sheryl in 6 Teratai. The year you were our oh-so-very-awesome ketua. And Fysal, our penolong. :D Wheeeee! That year was super awesome, aight?

Yes. We have no better pictures together. And I had to take the ones with my retarded haircut. But, Ily girl. Stay fourteen kay? :)

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥