But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.


The sun is blazing.

You'll never enjoy your life,
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
Force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
It's time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
And looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
The time is now

Try to have no regrets
Even if it's just tonight
How you gonnna walk ahead
If you keep living behind

Stuck in my same position,
You deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us,
Just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
And looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
The time is now, just let it go

The world will force you to smile
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What's in you is out there

I'm trying to be patient (I'm trying to be patient)
The first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
Go ahead and take it

I'm Waiting, waiting, just waiting I'm waiting
I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You'll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

You're more than right, Grayson.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


We should come back.

Believe me, she's got the whole place glowing.

Tomorrow's the last day. I shall make it memorable, no matter what it takes :')

Hung out with Christiee, Bowen, Avyi and Jean-Phillippe, since Zexian was playing basketball. So, yeah. Got ditched a few times, and walked around school until my legs hurt. Everyone seemed to be camera shy, but I promise I'll make them pay tomorrow >D

Oh, and Kurt shall meet Finn again tomorrow! Christiee's classical guitar. I hope Andrew won't stop playing 'the German song' again -_-'

I feel good I was a part of piecing back together a shattered friendship. (:

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


We drove to Cali.

The darkness only exists so that the stars can shine, darling.

2 Teratai is epic squeezed into 40 people who are squashed into the class next to the toilet.
I will miss every moment of this year spent in this room. No lie. I love you.

Joshua, Yisiang, Zongyang & Andrew were against Avyi and Mervyn in a war, of which one pen was involved. I took pity on the pen, it bounced off the walls, ceiling and windows. It's saviour was Sooling.


Puan Asyikin came in as they were at their climax of the battle. Punishment: duck walk around the class. THAT was funny. 

And according to Andrew, jamming session tomorrow. 5 guitars in a class. Wouldn't that be interesting? (;

Kurt won't be so lonely anymore.
Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


Forcing laughter, faking smiles.

This night is flawless, don't you let it go.
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone.
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you.

Please don't be in love with someone else,
Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

Officially abandoned. LOL. Nobody reads this anymore.
But, whatever.

Enchanted's on repeat practially 24/7. 

And I've lost inspiration for my stories. But I'm pretty adamant to finish them, no matter what life throws at me. Okay, that sounded quoted, but whatever. 

I miss you.
Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


Tonight alone in my room.

I haven't been blogging. Shocker there.

Things are awesome these days, minus the fever, cough and flu. I miss school. Yes, I hardly say that. But I went to school yesterday. My friends are awesome. You know why?

Because Afy, Chris and I didn't exactly pay attention in Science. Then Puan Fadzillah asked us to do some experiment thingy majigy. So, Chris, being the oh-so-rajin one, went to get all the materials and apparatus' from the teacher.

I had to light the Bunsen burner three times. Cool, aight?

Half-way through it, Sem, Alya and Avyi came. Avyi didn't originally come to our table, but said "What are you boiling the damn Visking tube?!" and took over our experiment from there, actually. And we got confused  between the starch and glucose, and Avyi poured our boiled iodine solution down the drain. When he got the new one, we figured out which was starch and glucose. And for some reason, that iodine was poured into the sink too.

After all the massive hoo-haa, we didn't actually finish it because we started 10 minutes before class was over. And I was superhero of the day.

Why? Because I turned off the Bunsen burner. Saya batu :)

So. Yes. That was yesterday. I'm talking like a British now, because Wild Child's dialogues are stuck in my head.

My life is interesting, no?
Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


What could I say?


You understand simple English, I assume. Right.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


This feeling's taking control of me.

That's what happens to dreams.

Life gets in the way.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


So make it count.

Encik Azwie forces people to do things they don't want to.

Because of him,
I turned this

to this

What miracles do.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


Zip your lips like a padlock.

I just realised every homework I have not done is Mathematics homework.

I feel like watching a movie. But everyone's going to be sleeping tomorrow, or staying at home watching movies and screaming at the TV screen how bloody ****ing hot that specific actor is and trying to stop themselves from doing that by munching on pizza. Like what I did today.

Did I mention Sam Worthington is so bloody ****ing hot?

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

She's the type of girl.

I had fun fighting ;



satisfying Sam's addictive pose;


deleting retarded pictures;

taking retarded pictures;

taking normal photos;

playing concentration;

taking awesome photos;


(i'm the second A, fyi :D)



and being grateful I have friends like these :)

Oh, and
Farhana Hadi, you're one gorgeous human.
Fullstop. ;)

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


She's indecisive.

You know what?
I hated Sam today :D

'Cause she abandoned me when we were skating.
But I'm not alone.
Xinyen, Chris and Clarice hate her too :)

This is so funny :D

Xinyen looks like Puiyee ._.

I have a picture of youuu :]

So pretty :)

ZOMFG. I love this one :D

Ken looks like James/Norman, no?

See lah who's paying -.-'

Your pink thingy ;p

Ice-skating rocks my socks off.
Although I have contusions on my ankles and knees.
And Ken has the weirdest phone on Earth.
God knows how he survives o.o

I feel so smart when I use the word contusion :D


Not tryin' to rewind.

I'm cool like that.

Wrong topic, wrong sequence.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


Burning brighter than the sun.

I have a better life than Blogger.


But I hate formspring. Sorta. 
I tumblr alot nowadays.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

Spelling out your name.


I won't bother anymore.

At least, I'll try.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥

Let me tell you.

I feel like watching Merlin.
I can't go out.
can someone please PLEASE buy the whole series on DVD for me?

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


Emeralds for mountains.

Have I stopped blogging?

Anyway. I went to see the oh-so-drop dead gorgeous screamable huggable hair-rippable Stephen Rahman-Hughes. OHMYGOD. And I was sitting right in front of him. And he smiled at meh :D

Just so you know;
I watched it

He's so bloody hot.
I'm surprised I managed to stay vertical.

I was literally incapable of human speech.
I only said thanks.
And shook his hand :D

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


I don't need a parachute.

I'm back. Though I can't say I'm celebrating. You know what happened? My room felt alien-ish, yet familiar. Like you're in your best friend's room; known the same room for years, but knowing it's not yours either? Yeah. My room felt like that. MY ROOM.

I loved England. Heck, I almost considered migrating there. Then come here during summer, heee :D Had meals at this uber awesome Malay restaurant. And you know what? The waiter was hot :) I mean, he's Malay, yeah. But hott :D You don't get that often. So don't get me started on the non-malays.

OHMYGOD. Going anywhere was heaven, regardless where to. Unless the 3 days my dad spent driving to Scotland - correction, driving around Scotland. I literally spent 3 days in a car. Stopped only to stock up goodies, water and go to the toilet. And to sleep of course.

It snowed in Scotland. Yeah, well, it was so bloody cold. -2oC in broad daylight. Imagine after sundown. It once went to -15 ._. So, yeah. As my dad was driving around looking for a place to sleep (yeah, long story), we had to survive 5 hours of no connection. Like, literally. I mean, no phone signal, and the roads were empty. EMPTY. No any other car. Or maybe 1 or 2 between the WHOLE journey. Okay, so maybe 4 or 5, but you get the idea. Eventually a polic no, hot policeman came. He was a saviouurrrr. And he had a hot Scottish accent :D

Then we eventually found a place back in England, checked in at 2 AM. And slept at 3. We left the milkshakes and juices outside the door. They had natural ice cubes in them 5 hours later :D Anyway, on that day, we were on the road since 9am from England, and almost up to the tip of Scotland, and back to England. Scotland's scary at night. But awesomely cool in daylight :D

Anyway, Windermere had this gorgeous lodge. Like, superbly gorgeous. OHMYGOD. And the lake. The scenery was drop dead awesomely gorgeous. I want to go there again and again and again. Would've considered living there, but the village is too small ._.

Once I got to London, I conquered Oxford Street :) Got beautiful dresses there, and bought like, 10 pair of pants. Actually walked from one end to the other in one day. Ain't I cool? :)

Apparently Thursdays are half days there. So, went late night shopping.

All in all, I love England. I think I've made that clear a long time ago. But times that by 7. :)
But somehow, I did not know what souvenirs to get you guys. At all.

Don't worry, I still got you something :)

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


No one else knows.

This is probably the last day I'll be going online, because I can't take my laptop with me ):

I asked for a DSLR from Atok, he gave me 300 pounds instead. There goes my dreams of London photography I always wanted. D:

So now, I can only use the retarded semi-pro. ): ): ):

I would've asked him to go buy it now, but I don't even know if I can bring it there. My clothes are too heavy -.-'

Grr. I'm bored. I haven't started packing yet. :\

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥


You wore a dark grey T-shirt.


Now to pray that the bookshop will be empty and my wish would come true. Pleasepleaseplease.

I can relax. For 10 minutes. I still need to get there early. I have a very hectic life. Can I skip tuition again today please? I didn't think so. Sigh.

Je vous aime, mon chéri. Je le veux dire. ♥