But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.


On the 2nd of July.

Well, guess what? It's the 31st of December. Today marks the last day of this decade. Tomorrow will be a whole new year. So, happy new year. Please don't disappoint me, 2010.

The reason why I haven't posted up anything since Christmas is because I have been cramming everything I could into this week. Which includes Dijah's qiqah, watching Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 (!), watching Sherlock Holmes, going to Sunway Lagoon and probably enjoying Tokcik's oh-so-very delicious nasi lemak. In the Md. Ghani family, Uncle Ree and I are the famous consumers of her mouth-watering cooking.

The only thing I didn't get to do is go ice-skating and roller-blading. Heck, I haven't been roller blading since I was 9. I still have my beginner 4-wheeled Barbie ones and a matching pink helmet and knee&elbow pads.

I don't think I can squeeze it in today, but that's okay; I have Haagen-Dazs in the freezer. :D

With a note saying 'I love you', I meant it

When our days were endless.

My aunt brought my cousin and I to Sunway Lagoon yesterday. I've found a new hobby to do there, if you every felt bored of swimming.

Naturally, my aunt was too slow, and this American family was holding the lift for us. I decided not to keep them waiting, and wanted to take the next lift. Aliya was already complaining; she claimed the family's sons were hot.

I don't know how this happened, but they were still in the lift when the doors opened. So, Aliya was grinning like a Cheshire cat. This time I had to agree; their oldest son was super hot! AND he had an awesome t-shirt on :D

So, their family and mine got lost along the way. And yada yada yada, we found the entrance somehow. They stopped for some coffee, but my aunt continued to get the tickets. While waiting for her, Aliya and I noticed many Americans were there. So, we had a little game. To see who can spot the most hot people. I won. I found 2 ;D

So, anyway, the game continued through-out the whole day. Fortunately, I had a better taste in guys. So eventually, Aliya gave up. Plus she said the boys were too old for her (nyahaha ;p).

Victory is such a nice feeling. Of course, we went on rides too. And I indirectly made her cry by making her go on one of the rides.

Oh, and that first American family; my aunt likes their dad ;)

With a note saying 'I love you', I meant it


As we make our great escape.

Ho ho ho.
Merry Christmas! :)

This is the time to open your presents under the tree, and hopefully get something you wanted.

My mother and I shall have a move marathon, and I'm going to have a nice, warm mug of my beloved French vanilla chocolate milk.
You enjoy yours too ;]

With a note saying 'I love you', I meant it ♥


I feel alive inside you.

I just went blog surfing, and now I feel like blogging more, although I have no idea what about.

My cousin - on my mother's side - just text me. Apparently I still have 3 of her books with me since last year. Yes, I forgot. Even though I can know if I already have that book in my possession or not. Now, the worst thing that could happen, happened. I lost the second book. And I'm not sure if they still have it in stores.

I know I know. I'm careless. But we all ain't perfect, right?

So I shall beg my mom to try to get another one. And when I return all (hopefully) books, I shan't borrow any of her books anymore.
1) Because I personally don't like borrowing or lending books, unless I fully trust them.
2) I have this gut feeling that she will never lend me another book again. I'd understand.

My mom would give me a lecture later, because of that.
I think I should go read or something. It's more benefitial, and adults won't say it's a waste of time.

I should renovate my blog. God. Should've done that weeks ago! *smacks head. Sigh. Fine then. I'll get to it right away :D

With a note saying 'I love you', I meant it ♥

I know all the faces.

Moments like these last forever.

This might turn into a rant. I ain't feeling too happy today.

Ayahngah's family came today. They'll be here until Sunday. Usually, they'd come on Saturdays, Fridays since the new addition; but this time they were a full day early. This is because Makngah prepares the decorations in the day. This Saturday is the 'aqiqah. Oh joy, another celebration.

My grandmother expects me to wake up early tomorrow, or she says she will 'kirai dalam katil karang!'. I don't know what she meant, but I don't think I want to hear her nagging first thing in the morning. I am the one to wake up early is because I'm the oldest. How lame is that. She says Balqis and Zulaikha are too young and whatever. FYI; Balqis is only 4 years younger than me. She's nine. NINE. I did more things than she did at nine. She should be able to tolerate it, whatever it is.

Now, knowing my grandmother, she complicates things as simple as invitations. Is it necessary to have invitations in 3 colours? I didn't think so either. Can you imagine everything else now? Nah, didn't think so. There are -of course- three types of doorgifts. Men, women, and anyone unmarried.

And get this, guess what's my tasks on Saturday? Mhmm. Doorgifts. That is what my grandmother assigned me to do. Her nags and temper give me extras. Because my other cousins are in charge of the doorgifts too, I'll have to take care of them. And you wouldn't want to see all 3 of them together. One will pretend to be cute, which is being ditzy in front of old masjid people (you know what happens then). The other two would probably get cranky from lack of sleep. And these two will follow the cuteness, and end up running around the house with my other second cousins, and I'll get mad at for not taking care of them, although I'd explained they won't listen to me.

On top of that, my grandmother will get annoyed by how the ceremony isn't going on as smoothly, even though it would've been more smooth if she didn't make things so complicated. I'll get moody 'cause everyone will be annoyed at me. And I'm also in charge of photography. Which I would've liked if I didn't have to handle the doorgifts in the first place.

Thirteen year olds shouldn't handle my cousins. It should be against the law.
I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good night. ♥


But silly to believe.

All my scrunchies are missing except two, which are in my mother's bag. Honestly, I think I have more than 10, but all of them are gone. It's like it's jinxed or something. And now I'm stuck with these sad, loose hair ties.

My mother wouldn't get me Gossip Girl's DVDs. The seller said it was banned on TV, and my mother decided that if anything was banned on TV, it should be banned from my TV too. That's just sad.

I think I should blog only when I have something to talk about. Yeah, I should.

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good night. ♥


Feels like a lifetime.

You and me, we can ride on a star.

I'm dyingggggggggggg!
My mom's still asleep.
My maid went to the supermarket with my grandparents.
My dad's in Jakarta.
No-one's online.
I'm very hungry.

Gimme a reason to live.

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good night. ♥

It isn't a crime to want.

Follow the leader.

Yesterday, I didn't go for piano. We both overslept. Yay?

Instead, I woke up at 1, and she woke up at 3. PM. You know, I've just realised I'm often being compared to animals. That's just sad man, super sad.

I honestly believe that sometimes I'm like a panda. I'm big and fat. I sleep a lot, like, alot alot. I have black stuff around my eyes. & I'm constantly hungry. Doesn't that sound like a panda to you? Plus the fact that my dad often says I was adopted.

And not to mention my Padini jacket. My room is so cold, that I have a habit of wearing my beloved hoodie and socks around the room; I tend to take it off when I'm out of the room. But yes, even with the aircond off, I'm wearing it. And oddly enough, I don't feel warm. It's like fur.

I feel like 'Sabrina meets Farhana'.

I'm a giant sleepy panda. Hello you. :)
I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good night. ♥


And where do we stand?

When'd you get so cold?

My dad drove to Johor yesterday night, and he's going off to Jakarta tonight. I'm still stuck at home.

My mom and I have planned our Christmas eve/day. She dreams of buying and decorating a Christmas tree, of which I'm not too keen on doing. But on the 25th, we'll be watching Christmas movies on end. Or movies like The Holiday, that sort. Since the aircond has been super cold lately, even with a temperature of 24o, we've decided to make it 19o and sit cross-legged in sweatersand socks, sipping a mug of hot chocolate. Just like in UK.

Now I want milo. And kuey teow. Yes, I'm hungry.

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good night. ♥


For me in your stay.

I'll be waiting here.

I had a terrible horrifying dream last night. Something happened, and there was to be a big flood. The most panicking thing was I couldn't bring ALL my books to run away, so I was scared they would get wet. I had to stack them on top of all the high wardrobes. I love my books.

The funny thing was, my grandfather's clock was a golf club. Don't ask me how that came about. I was surprised too.

Tumblr has nice photos. I now have one. But I find it... weird. So, yes, I just created one, but I don't think I'll use it as much as this blog even. I'm a twitter person :)

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good night. ♥


Than I did before.

It's called being creative.

My parents went to my hometown, Johor Bahru, to visit a recently passed relative. I didn't follow because I didn't really know that relative; I couldn't bother to wake up so early in the morning; & I wanted to watch So You Think You Can Dance. I know, selfish. But then again, this was my mom's cousin thrice removed. I think. So, yeah.

Because of that, I learned that my mom, her distant nephew, her friend and my dad all had known each other since their 20's. I know, fascinating. Such a small world.

On another note, I have a wedding this Friday to attend to. And I'm out of baju kurung. It's the wedding season, and I think too many people have seen me in the same outfit too many times.

My grandmother is complaining.

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good good night. ♥

Take it from the top.

I wanted to make a statement.

Lina is in the airport, soon to fly off to Sabah. Everyone seems away; I feel so vacation-less. It's depressing to think about.

On the bright side, I woke up early today. 9:57 am. Actually, I got woken up around 7, then I took a nap for 2 hours and 57 minutes. It's such an accomplishment.

Oh, did I tell you I bought 3 new books? Even though my mom said we should stop spending for the month, she still paid for 'em. How nice of her.

Currently I'm reading Magyk. I'm getting tired of all this magic, vampire, witch crap. But this booked had a nice cover, I had to get it. And the plot sounds nice ;D I know, I'm weird.

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good good night. ♥


You're It.

Set fire to my life.
By Sam & Farina :)

4 Names your friends call you
- Aishah.
- Sha.
- Zaharah -_-"
- Shahai.

4 Things you've done in the last 30 minutes
- Blog.
- Type.
- Breathe.
- Watch CSI:NY.

4 Ways to be Happy
- Eat Haagen Dasz.
- Hang with friends.
- Watch comedy movies.
- Drink Coffeebean/Starbucks.

4 Gifts u would love to recieve
- Kachingg $$
- A new handphone.
- A credit card! :D
- Haagen Dasz.

4 Fav hobbies
- Sims 3.
- Eat Haagen Dasz.
- Watch movies/tv.
- Eat Pizza Hut.

4 places u want to go for a vacation
- Australia.
- California.
- Europe.

4 Fav drinks
- Coffebean Caramel Cream.
- Starbucks Caramel Cream.
- Sirap bandung.
- Kickapoo.

4 Things always found in your room
- Bed.
- Books.
- Pillows.
- Radio.

4 Fav colours
- Black.
- Blue.
- Purple.
- White.

Top 4 hangouts
- OU.
- My house.
- People's houses.
- Haagen Dasz.

Top 4 you love
- Family and best friends.
- Ryan Reynolds.
- Haagen Dasz.
- My phone.

Top 4 things that are special to you
- Family and best friends.
- Haagen Dasz.
- My phone.
- Seventeen mags.

Top 4 who u think will answer this survey
- Farina Khalid.
- Samantha Ong.
- Sabrina Tan.
- Casey Hoo.

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good good night. ♥

I like it in the city.

End the suffer, please.

No one's heard from you this past few days.
You haven't twittered.
You haven't text me.
You haven't called me.
Like you always do.

Did you disappear?
I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good good night. ♥

To give so much more.

I believe we're a match made in heaven.

I followed my mom to the office yesterday evening. And while she packed some stuff into boxes, ready to move offices, I sat making sure my babbling household wasn't depressed. I'm talking about Sims 3.

Michael got electrocuted, and the computer caught fire. He was stupid enough to still sit in the chair and scream, as if he wasn't sitting in front of a flaming retarded computer. All the time, Flight Officer Tristan was screaming and kicking as if he was like his children, Caleb and Charlie. Soon enough, this pretty little firefighter came along and they all got lectured >D

Tristan and Vonee are elders now, in a matter of time, they'll die and leave the rest to mourn for days and I'll have the time of my life trying not to make them too depressed. And Caleb is a teen now. He looks exactly like his father.

Oh, and I have successfully made them all have steel bladders, except Caleb, Charlie and Michael. Teehee.

My life revolves too much around the computer. I need a break.

"Have a break, have a KitKat" :D

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good good night. ♥


You're It.

By Casey :)

1. Beside your lips, where is he favourite spot to get kissed ?
-Cheek, forehead.

2.How did you feel when u woke up this MORNING ?

3.Who was the last person u took a photo with ?

4.Would you consider your self SPOILED ?

5.Will you ever donate BLOOD ?

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?

7.Do you wan someone to be dead ?
-No! I'm still so young :(

8.What does your last text msg say ?
-"Skandar Keynes pun bolehh" ;p

9.What are u thinking about right now ?
-Val is dumb ;p

10.Do you wan someone to be with u right now ?
-Yes. I'm dead bored.

11.What was the time u went to bed last night ?
-1 something.

12.Where did u buy the tee you are wearing now ?
-Jusco departmental store ;D

13.Is someone on your mind right now ?

14.Who was the last person who text you ?
-Faizal Faudzi

Tag ten lucky person to do this quiz :

` Samantha
` Farhana
` Casey
` Sabrina
` Huwaida
` Farina
` Suelin
` Y
` O
` U :)


Am I more than you bargained for?

I'm only up when you're not down.

I've been sleeping my days off lately. Everyone's complaining ._."

I'm not gonna blog about that. Nope.

I've started reading a new book. Yeahp, Little Black Dress. It's called Lost For Words. The girl in the book has a cow-ish name. Daisy. I don't think anyone should be named Daisy or Bessie; it's like you're calling them cows, in a more polite manner. Even worse, the person herself might not realise it. If it's a he, then I guess the name itself would be insulting enough.

That reminds me of an insult someone once told me ;

"Y'know, you're just a teeny weeny bit smarter than cows.
Why? 'Cause you can talk."

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good good night. ♥


And in this world.

The helium's fading, I'm falling.

I have just made my family realise that this is probably the only time I can wear nail polish. So they won't make anymore noise. For now, that is.

I've convinced my granfather to buy Haagen Dazs. Two big tubs and a cake. For the 13th birthday I never had. :) He's also said he'd sponsor a whole new wardrobe for me before PMR ;D

Now I'm bored. I wanna go to Sunway Lagoon D:

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good good night. ♥


You looked me in the eye.

I wanna hide from her, him, them, and you.

I painted the nails on my right hand red! :) I'm getting no other brand now. Even the remover. My mom agreed. It's Blooooop :D

My phone has more than a 100 songs now, since two weeks ago. When I triumphantly figured out how to download songs onto my phone. YAY! And Melanie says I'm her song resource -_____-

You're lucky I'm still your friend.

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good good night. ♥

Well, isn't it delicious?

Holga tree Pictures, Images and Photos
I feel cold when you ain't near.

HELLO ! :)
Haven't signed in in a while. So, yeah, stuff has happened.

On Saturday, had my usual "you have to practice more, Aishah!". I sometimes think I spend too much time on the piano when I try to practice ._.

Anyway, after that, my mom sent me to OU. I was stupid enough to leave my whole slingbag/handbag (sounds formal ._.)/thingymajiggy at home. So my mom forced me to put money in her 'second best' tiny blue purse, which was one of the things she owned that I hate. Sad case.

My mom circled the fourth floor, debating whether she should park and walk me down to GSC or not. I convinced her to let me go off on my own, and she said I could as long as she could see the gang.

Me : Ma, they're waiting at GSC.
My mom : Okay, but I'll let you go if I see them.

*second time passing the door*
Look! Tu Sam, going down the escalator!
Yeah, but why is she going down? I'll let you go, but they have to wait for you lah!
Urgh. -___-
*mom starts singing some random song just to annoy me*

*calls Alya*
Why are you people going down?!
Alya : Haa?
My mom tak kasi lah. You guys kena tunggu at the magazine place.
Oh oh, okay okay.

*Third time passing the door*
Tu tu! They're there. Now can I go?!
Tu! See? Arman! Aswad! Sam! Alya!

*jabs finger at car window*

Okay. Fine.

I don't know whether she honestly forgot how Aswad and Alya looked like, or she was just bugging me. But I'm glad I finally could go :)

Once I was inside, Arman asked for 11bucks -_- LOL. Stood in front of the escalator, talking. Sam admired my pink and black fingernails. And then when I told her I had Taylor Lautner's picture, she grabbed my phone and we fought for my phone. The rest, were as usual, going ''Whoa. Sam. Aishah. Get a room!".

Well, it ain't my fault someone grabbed my phone and refused to give it back, right?

Then watched New Moon. Me and Sam were sitting at the farthest end of the seat (it was the small cinema) and we were practically swooning whenever Jacob was on screen. Especially after he cut his hair. Whoots.

Then we walked around and around. Aswad wanted to get bubble tea, so we walked all the way to the old wing. Since Elysa, Aswad and Arman was so busy talking, Alya, Sam and I decided to see what will happen if we 'fall behind'. Probably they wouldn't even notice.

So we ducked, and went into this random shop that sold berets for rm5. It looked nice :) While I was trying it on, they found us -_- Walked around the shop, and continued walking towards the bubble tea. Arman wanted to stop for a kebab, and Aswad and Sam has this war going on, so Aswad went to get his bubble tea. Sam, Alya and I went to ... this shop. I forgot it's name. But it sold nice earrings :D

Then went to bowling alley, but went to Starbucks instead. Elysa's iPod touch has weird games on it, but it was fun :)


So yeah. The next day, I had a wedding to go to in Seremban. Oh ho ho. Miles and miles away. An hour in a car in stuffy weather and a baju kurung (thank god it was the comfy one!). Getting lost in the house area. Took half an hour alone to get to the house. Could have gotten there sooner if they had LISTENED TO ME -- that pissed me off maaannn.

Reached the khemah and stuff. So many people greeted my grandparents o_o Got restless, and felt like stuffing the speaker down the singer's throat. I mean, come on. You're tone deaf, deal with it. You suck at singing, deal with it. You can't sing, deal with it. YOU'RE MAKING ME EVERYONE DEAF, deal with it.

In addition, I didn't eat anything since morning. The whole car ride itself was maddening enough. Plus this doofus screeching some stupid song so loud, I bet Thailand could hear it. Bottom line, I was not happy. I wanted to go home.

My mom took the food and we sat at the table farthest from the speakers and people. My mood got better after that. Got restless, and sat at the table next to my grandparents. Tokchu asked the bride and groom to bersanding again, so, naturally, Makcik Hanim collected random coins to perform the oh-so-famous ambur-ambur :D

I was in a good mood after that. The sad thing was, no one actually brought many loose coins to weddings. So there was limited money to fight for. It was very very sad.

Anyway, headed for home after that. Got lost getting out -______- When we finally reached Damansara, my grandfather drove to Jaya Jusco to get some Mantau bread thingy. On the way, I bought Seventeen magazine :D

Saw Ayeshah, and it must've been weird to see me dressed so fancily to go to a supermarket. We found the Mantau stuff, and my mom called my grandparents to confirm, and I went to the make-up section to get more nail polish :)

Found this plastic box filled with Bloop ones and removers. Bought two colours and a remover and was at the cashier when I felt my phone vibrate. Guess who it was?

Hana : Comelnya you pakai kurung!

Last person I'd expect to see. Or hear from, for that matter. She wouldn't tell me where she was by the way. So, yeah.

When I got home, took a shower and went online. Once I found out Tokchu' family was here, they had finished eating -__- Felt awkward then.

So, I sat in the empty seat in front of Uncle Ree. While I was drinking he noticed my fingernails were painted.

"May I ask, why only two of your nails are painted? o_O"
"Oh! I was...uhh...experimenting xD"
"Well, yeah. Makes sense."

D'uh. Haha. Then he blamed me for putting the jug on the other empty chair, making it wet. Psht. Nadene came along too though.

After that, I found this book I bought a few days before, which I never got to read. It was kick-ass :D :D Weird weird facts, and now I'm smarter ;)

Then my mom gave me credit. Yay!

And I found this chocolate bar from Aussie :D

I got a feeling,
that tonight's gonna be a good good night. ♥